You know I love you. From the very beginning, you have always been good to me. You have always been so sweet. You understand me a lot. You never treat me bad. Your voice, your smile, your hugs and your kisses make my heart skip a thousand beat. I wanted to apologize for what had happened. You were late, very late. But i didn't know you had a surprise for me. And so, i've waited for you for nearly 45 minutes.

Me: Where are you?
Him: Still in class, learning some tricks from my friend.
Me: Cepatla, da lame tau org tunggu!
Him: Okay2, bye. Love ya.
Me: *just hang up the phone*
( see how innocent he sound, and i feel so so guilty)

And so, my heart goes, he's making me wait like a stupid girl for 45 minutes to just learn some fucking tricks?

After 45 minutes, he came up to me, and smile. But on the other side, I, being some egoistic asshole, didnt even smile back but to just put a stuck up face yang memang mintak kene sepak kiri kanan kuat kuat. So him, being patience, hand me a flower he had made out of balloons. And that is the 'trick' he's doing. Being me again, i turned down his surprise and just pushed his hand away. And i can see that i'm making the both of us ashamed, in front of so many TP students, plus Rahman. I can also see that Love is very dissappointed in me.

See how ego I can be. I'm the bad one, not him. So Anis, i'm sorry for what happened earlier today. I know you love me. And you know that i've always love you, no matter what kind of shits that happened.
Okay enough of this.

Currently Love is sleeping and i'm still wide awake. Probably going to tuck in soon. Good Night all you people. Oh, guess who i saw just now, Mr Ronnie Goh. I'm wondering if he still read blogs? Hehs, old times.

ANIS IS MINE. I will make sure that history won't repeat itself. I still hate that bitch though. And i still still still can't forget about the past, although i know it's not true. It has never been true since beginning. That bitch and her mouth. Be guilty for that, be very guilty, LOSER!