When i'm older, and my child asks me who my first love was, i don't want to have to pull out the old photo album. I want to be able to point across the room and say, "he's sitting right over there".

Your first love, doesnt have to be your very first boyfriend. Your first love is always the one who comes in your life and really love you from the bottom of his heart. And i believe that my first love, is always the one who love me very deeply. Thats all. And of course, that wonderful person is Muhd Anis.

And so, i remembered that time, i was talking to him on the phone and i accidentally said something nasty because i was angry. And i made him really down, and 'kecik hati'. I wasnt thinking of what i had said to him because i felt really angry. After i cooled down, i said sorry and pls forgive me. And his reply made tears rolled down my cheeks.

BABY: I will always forgive you, doesnt matter its a small or big mistake. I will even forgive you if you accidentally or purposely kill me. Yes, i will forgive you up to that extent.

I have promised myself, not to take advantage of him. How kind or good he is, i'm never going to take advantage of him. I've always love him, and will always and forever love him.. till eternity.