I feel like screaming !

My heart pounding so fast that i thought it could burst out anytime soon. The pain is so unbearable. I broke down real hard. But i make the effort to smile, while crying when i heard his voice on the phone. But that doesnt mean it's over, well it's not. Im still crying and my chest feels so heavy. I love keeping things to myself. Bottled them up inside me and when i can't take it, i will just throw my anger to anyone in my way. Either they will give me advice or they will get hurt, inside.

Yes, i miss him alot. More than alot actually. I don't know if he feels the same. Oh wells. Baby, i'm glad that i met you. Having you as a part of my life is wonderful. I'm yours and you're mine forever. I don't know what is in store for us in the future but i will treasure each and every moment whenever i'm with you. Of course i want to be with you in the future, even in the after-world.

And mummy, i don't want to be a burden to you. That idiot-but i still love her- has been giving you alot of troubles. I don't want to cause you yet another trouble for you to go through.

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And to that teacher, i f_cking hate you. I'm already back home and you tell me to come back to bishan to take your-last-minute test ? I bet everybody had gone home after the exam, well not everybody. You suck.

Readers, pardon me for being oh-so-emo. Bye!