SHASH[A]NISAH

2010-10-03T01:10:00.001+08:00

Uhuhhhhhh. He's yummy like that! The touch of my hand on his bodyyy.. Damn, i'm in love. Aite, goodnight.

2010-08-25T15:45:00.003+08:00

What if..

6 years ago, that touch on your hair.. didn't happened?

We never knew each other, & I guess I lead a normal beautiful life.

But then again, it was even more beautiful when you're a part of it.. until you left.

& sometimes, you can't help it but to break down and cry when all of a sudden you missed him.

apple.nut

2010-08-21T18:59:00.002+08:00

I swear F1 site recce just now was super tiring. What more during the actual race days?

How long have I not been blogging? So many stuffs had happened for the past few months; school. work. rock climbing. outings. ARGUMENTS(!). projects. assignments. F1 trainings.

I changed, because YOU changed towards me; APPLENUT

& how am I supposed to get $250 in a short period of time? help.

Okay bye, will be meeting M.I.L after break fast later.

2010-07-16T12:13:00.002+08:00

KL was super awesome! Especially with those bunch of awesome climbers. (Da lama balik dari KL, sekarang baru nak update!) Batu Cave, Camp5, Putra Jaya.. All these climb places was great. & Steamboat for 2 straight days! Had lots of fun with Iffah Mardhiah in our room(only we know! haha), & slumber party in the other rooms.

Overall, the 4 days trip was 10/10! I love my climb mates.

I've been having this National Youth Competition as a belayer since last weekend, and I've turned dark. Like seriously, DARK. & the competition still goes on for this weekend. Can't wait to meet them babies.

& T, iloveyou.
&& I've got my Supra shoes! Thanks, T.
Okay bye.

2010-06-21T00:06:00.004+08:00

I've had an awesome week. Climbing Level 2, met up with the friends, bought new climbing stuffs(finally..!), thrilling rides on a KTM, traveling around to places I've never been. Thank you Mr Phalique Odinzz.

& now I can't wait for dairy farm, & KL trip. Woohoo!
You're over, & done with.

This week, will be much much much more interesting!
Now now, where's my toad?

Climb date with Phalique Odinzz have yet to come, after that it's your turn to take me dirt biking! I don't care. HAHA.

Applenut, you've got that one promise to fulfill. Remember? I'm waiting.

2010-05-29T20:26:00.003+08:00

PUMPFEST 2010.
First competition ever, great experience and support from them babies. Loving the climb mates a whole lot.

Climbing is my boyfriend.
& it's been long since I went out for a movie. There's quite a number of movies I want to watch.
The Karate Kid. Knight and Day. The Last AirBender. Kites. Prince of Persia. Killers. The A-Team.
Rahim! Khairul Anas! Jom.

2010-05-06T00:07:00.003+08:00

Today, & the other day.
Made my heart skip a thousand beat.
Excited? I guess..
not.

You'll never know how hard I've tried, but.. it's never going away.

Okay Sha, kau boleh stop emo-ing now.
& I want to go back to school. And when I'm back, I'll definitely appreciate school and those friends around me. I miss them truckloads.

Hello My ~~Apple~~ Peanut.

2010-04-29T01:00:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥

Missing rockambing, dan kambing-kambing nya.
Attachment sucks, I want to go back to school.
Missing apple + peanut.

& Khairul Anas is super irritating. Jangan lupa frolick aku!

2010-04-20T00:46:00.004+08:00

I've had great fun with them cousins. Celebrated Adek and Afif's 18th birthday. More pictures in Facebook.

Guys; some can be pathetic as ever. Childish, or better still.. IMMATURE. It's just a little thing, and you made it look as if it's a big hoo-haa. I am me, I am not you, you, you or you! Fucking accept me for who I am. Only I can change my ownself. & it's up to me if I want to change or not. & you think I would change in just a blink of an eye FOR YOU?? If you can't accept me for who I am, then that's too bad for you. Your ego is just as big as an elephant's ass. No, bigger.

Strangers. If that's what you want, then that's what you'll get. You talked too much already. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

A _ _ _ e n _ t. You're missed.

2010-04-03T14:48:00.000+08:00

David Lama ♥

If you want to be a busybody, & nak jaga tepi kain aku, why in the first place you deleted me off Facebook? Make sense? Instead, you go around telling your friends about me, end up adding me on facebook, see what's hot in my profile, and report things about me to you. Insecure much? Haha. Right back at ya, woman! Feel what I felt.

You go around telling people about me like as I'm the one at fault, & like as if I freakin owe you a living. Remember the first phrase you told me? Go re-trace back your memory, woman. A whole chunk of ugly truth I'm keeping.

Long day. Family gathering. Out with the cousin, & gf.
Today. Flea Market.

I just want to save somebody's ass. Imma good girl after all.

2010-04-02T03:47:00.002+08:00

Believe me, I won't stop at nothing. I will show you that victory is mine before we leave this battleground. All that I'm after is a life full of laughter, cause I know there's no life after you.

Work was fine yesterday/today.
Family gathering later today.
The sister is off riding to Kelantan with Papa, she'll miss the gathering. Boo!
Payday comes, & then go.

& you, if you're reading.. You owe me something in return okay! Just don't break that promise, or I'll break your neck. Stick to your words, gila. HAHA.

imissyou

2010-03-31T01:49:00.002+08:00

This post is going to be ugly. So, don't mind me.

First off,
please don't call yourself my good friend when your real intention is to freakin' stab me in the back. Whatever happened, it was like 2 months ago? & only now you want to bring it up? What's your problem? What do you want? Revenge? Oh, I forgot. Revenge is sweet huh? Fuck you.

Eh, bye uh. Suddenly angry-ness is overpowering my mood to blog.
There's a whole lot more than just this. But.. next time.

You're bitchy-er than girls.

2010-03-29T05:12:00.002+08:00

That shiny little thing on my finger, kept it safe around the 'A' blue bear.

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart? Well, you could try sleeping on my bed.
You know that I'll always be in love with you.
& I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.

I don't understand how one minute I just had it all, and the next minute, it's all gone.

Now, it feels like soldiers in a war and none of us are backing down.
But I will show you that victory is mine before we leave this battleground.

It's 5.27am, & I'm not asleep since I got home from work at 2am just now. Shit, something's wrong with my body clock. Need to repair it a.s.a.p. How? Payday is around the corner, but need to save up since it's the sister birthday coming up.

It's dark, it's quiet. I was startled when Mummy opened my bedroom door. Thanks eh Mummy. & T said, he's buying me barbie doll so that every night I can sleep with it. No! cb. I already have my Tazmanian Devil, I don't need a BARBIE DOLL. & I freakin' hate dolls lah, especially Barbies.

Okay bye, am going to force myself to shutdown.
& please don't let me count the days again. I hate it.

2010-03-28T03:33:00.004+08:00

Jeopardized.

Baby, are you happy now?

Still hanging on to that thin little thread, which is about to break off soon. Yet, I still long to hear your voice. I don't even know if I should wait or to let go, because if I do let go, I'm afraid I might never get the taste of it in the future. Sometimes there are feelings that can't be forced. The more you force love,the more you lose. Yes, I've known that all this while.
Thanks, Dee. ♥

I've been rotting at home for the past 4 days, okay no, 3 days. I met cousin Ally, Pak Pandir, & Mr Toad, Rebel/Zirca it is. Joined by a few other friends. Only to reached home when daylight is about to rise.

3 days, movie marathon.. ALONE. Papa bought a whole lot of dvds when we got home from Genting, KL. & I've been watching them non-stop. Bollywood, especially. Aamir Khan *grins*

I'll be working later today, like finally!
Okay bye.

2010-02-21T14:40:00.003+08:00

Kalau nak tag bende merepek2 pon, jangan la tag same timing.
To think that I'm stupid not knowing that all those tag is just from 1 person, you're wrong. I'm not that stupid.

1. Not much difference in the timing tagged.
2. SAME IP ADDRESS!

So think again if you think I'm THAT stupid.
First, you start off by tagging 'cheer up babe, are you okay?' & all other nice words.
Then, you're talking about my breast and all those shits.
What's your motive?

k bye.

& ~~today is the 21st.~~

2010-02-15T13:44:00.005+08:00

orang giler malam2 buta pakai shades.

Percy Jackson, & the lightning thief.
Was a good start, but end up bad.
& I so hate Valentine's Day.

Aku sayang kau, pentan.

I'm rebellious like that, & it sucks to be me.
So think twice if you think I lead a good life.

& guess what..
I'VE GOT THE TICKETS TO THEIR CONCERT!
Like I said, missed once, missed twice.. NEVER the third time!

2010-02-07T14:46:00.002+08:00

Zaidi. Ally. Shasha

Faizal

20. 24. It doesn't matter, I still love her very much.

Sham, & Mr Big Arms.

Great night, well spent with the awesome cousin and friends.
Now where is that cute guy? HAHA.

& no, I'm not ready.

2010-01-24T11:36:00.006+08:00

Sunny baby, & I

"What goes around, goes around, goes around.. Comes all the way back around.."

I should have not let you hold me baby.

Maybe that's why I'm sad to see us apart.

I didn't give to you on purpose.

Gotta figure out how you stole my heart.

& it cuts me like a knife,

when you walked out of my life.

-applenut

2010-01-16T20:54:00.002+08:00

What the FUCK?!
Please, please stop bothering me.
I'm sorry, who are you again? NO'fucking'BODY.

P.S. Not in the right state of mind.
& you, have a really HUGE ego.

2010-01-09T17:09:00.007+08:00

08.01.10
Happy 20th, applenut! You know what I wanted to say already. Well, I know you love it! Hehe. Boo!

* Dear COUSIN! Where's the party pictures??! Hahaha.

2010-01-05T10:32:00.009+08:00

Hezam(shit boy), call me poop somemore ah! pentan.

Zam&Ayul

Are you done? Now it's my turn.
Now YOU, play my game like I've been playing yours.
Or maybe, we can play your own game, but I lead. Deal? Okay.

Hey love, I'll be going away for good. Don't search for me, cause it's no use.
& I'm not shocked even if your feelings change to even the tiniest littlest piece of regret.
Since 2004, it has always been you.
You'll be the only one that will forever have a special place in my heart.

Can't count on you when I really need it.
It’s the simple things that you do that really hurt my feelings.

Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

Don’t think I forgot
Because I really didn’t care if you’re lying a lot

2009-12-30T17:31:00.002+08:00

Ayul, stupid boy

New year is in 2 days time. & I ~~love~~ hate making resolutions.

That one final piece, I can't seem to find it. My life isn't complete without it.

So, where are you?

& he was there all along during my surgery. I miss applenut.

2009-12-26T14:35:00.003+08:00

Babygirl, Dilly.

Who's that!? Hoho. It's been so long since I last saw this 2 gundu metalheads.

The weather is so good I feel like sleeping right now. Since the weather is so nice, I guess Imma rot at home the whole day. At least dear cousin is here, so I have somebody to entertain my nonsensical self. Kan Nazomi? Haha.

Hey YOU, I miss you.

2009-12-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

This feeling really sucks.
Where are you when I need you?
I miss you, & those beautiful moments we had.
Thanks for the 5th.

& I've watched Avatar, twice. Awesome show.
Bye.

2009-12-20T18:59:00.004+08:00

I'm sick and tired.
Why? Why can't I stop thinking about you?
Damn. Why do I love you so much?
~~Bagedil.~~
It messed me up, need a second to breathe.

Put that aside, I met my dear bestfriend earlier today. God, miss her lot.
Aite, im going out soon. Bye ya'll.

& Dilly Dil! I miss you please! Quick, come back to Singapore now.
&& Sunny too! Mana kau? Tak tau nak balik Singapore ek? Lost in Bandung huh? Haha.

2009-12-18T20:00:00.008+08:00

Dann. Shasha. Dilly

Ayul.

Sunny baby!More pictures in fb.
Like I said, you don't have to lie you know. People see, people tell. Eyes are all over. So, no point lying. But what more can I do? Just don't let people label you as a big freaking liar. Let me be the one to tell you, cause like what I've told you, I won't be here anymore.

& why do my family love you so much? Why do they kept asking about you? I don't have the heart to tell them the truth. It will sure break their's too.

&& Sunny being sweet as ever, agreed to accompany me while I waited for stupid brother to finish his work. Thanks ek bacin! Met stupid brother, & Bo, snap2 at Raffles bridge and off we go. Went back to Eunos with stupid brother, overnight at the grandparents place. & just got home now.

Thanks for making the trip to Eunos to meet my grandparents. Thanks for the hug and kiss.

Hey, sexylips!

2009-12-17T13:09:00.002+08:00

Burn baby, burn. It's time, I don't care.
Just got to throw everything away.

It's fire burning, fire burning on the ~~dance floor~~ sand!
I will be on 'nicotine-free' for the next 3243624212 days! Haha.

Oi, countdown party kapa!?

HAHA. Who's the one that needs more disciplined? YOU or me? Look at yourself before telling me those stuffs okay? Even your close friend feels disgusted seeing your pictures, with HER. Perangai kasi betol dulu baru boleh ckp org. You changed a WHOLE LOT, stupid boy.

They're always there for me, especially my stupid brother.
'As long as I live, I won't let you go through this alone. Women's tears are expensive, & I don't want to see my friends sad, especially you little sister'
Thanks Ayul.
Thanks Dilly Dil, Sunny Bunny, Giri, & Prakash.

2009-12-15T17:07:00.005+08:00

What can I do next? Nothing. Like I said, you are one confused kid, too. But it's okay, like I said again, the wheels will turn and I just have to wait. You thought that what you're doing now, is what you'll get, well.. don't expect too much k? Enjoying your life to the fullest? Good, stay happy. I can do nothing except to be happy for you. But some things just hurts me much. ~~You~~. Oh, many eyes were/is/are watching you. So, don't worry.. You don't have to lie. It's not me spying, they have eyes too.

Babygirl is coming over later, let's have a manicure session, shall we? & my stupid brother is working. So that means, I'm rotting at home the whole day.

2009-12-13T17:04:00.003+08:00

& when that day comes, I'll be laughing my ass off. It's ~~not~~ okay if I go through shits right now, cause soon the wheels will turn.
I still love you anyway.

The sun rises, & that's when I got myself right at my doorstep, half dead. But the night was accompanied by the most wonderful people, the classmates plus faris & hamdan. & fuck, Man U lose to Aston Villa? Shouldn't have let Valencia played. Next match, please please Arsenal, take down Liverpool!

2009-12-12T15:30:00.002+08:00

How about this, you tell me what exactly are you doing? & what actually do you want? Cause right now, I am a one confused kid, & no doubt, you are too.

& you there, Hi! You got sexy lips.

i wanted to destroy something beautiful

2009-12-11T03:02:00.004+08:00

What kind of treatment are you giving me? This is not the first time, neither will it be the last. You don't seem to be good in my heart anymore, & that is a bad sign. No, really.. it is a bad sign. I don't like changes(feelings, attitude..etc), especially when it comes to you. Life keeps changing, so is mine. Mine is forlorn.

Do you have so much love in your life, that you decided to throw mine away?
I guess you do now.

Stupid thoughts are massively hovering up or around my head. Questions that's left to be answered. Though you broke my heart a million times, it has always been you. Some things that I feel the need to say to you, but up till now, I've been afraid. How much I've hated you(but I still love you anyway) for some reason, I'll still be there for you at the end of the day.

I don't want to be a tyrant to my ownself. I got to be disciplined(according to some people, I don't have much disciplinary in myself, or maybe not at all) and have much restrictions in whatever I'm doing. I know what I'm doing, & whatever you're expecting me to become of, I'll prove you wrong.

And you, don't let your ego takes control.
I still love you anyway.

2009-12-10T15:06:00.003+08:00

My whole life has changed. For the worst or better, I've yet to find out. I'm moving on, slowly. I'm taking one step at a time. But that feeling inside me, it's not changing. Why?

Meeting Dilly Dil & friend, plus Sunny Bunny later. & maybe meeting big brother Ayul a.k.a my pentan brother, after his work.

2009-08-21T18:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 56 MONTHS, ANIS-AH!
Bye, I'm going out for a date with the love.

2009-08-20T19:23:00.002+08:00

2 different language, same storyline. Cute shows, featuring my 2 favourite boys, John Abraham & Rezky Aditya. Go watch them on Youtube.

Had my CMOS test earlier today, not that bad. The love fetch me home from school. Chill around, had a wrestle with him(haha, best tau main fight2!), and off he go.
Okay bye, wanna watch my Suci!

2009-08-18T15:40:00.004+08:00

I really do.

2009-08-17T00:44:00.004+08:00

GIFT II 'Together We Climb Our Everest' 2009

I wasn't in the pink of health when I got home from this event and my grandparent's place. The next morning, I woke up with extreme diarrhoea & headache. Plus I vomited too. What could it be? Must be my grandmama's cooking.

Met love for awhile, sit and joke around. I was feeling good having to meet up with love, pain all gone. Haha. Papa dropped by my house, send the things he bought for the siblings and myself from Malaysia. & now, I'm waiting for the love to call me.

G'night people.
ANIS. anisah

2009-08-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

I was planning to go tanning and swimming with the love tomorrow, when I suddenly remembered that I have an event to attend.

Yes, this is the event I'm talking about. Click to enlarge. To those who's going, see you at Springfield!

Ahh, my room looks awesome. Thanks to love and yours truly *wink wink*. & I'm pissed that on the 27th of September, tickets to the F1 celebration at Padang which featured THE BACKSTREET BOYS(!!!) is freaking SOLD OUT! I was dying to see them man. Hahaha. *chey, feeling BSB number 1 FAN!*

2009-08-10T14:36:00.003+08:00

07.08.09

09.08.09
Celebrated NDP with babylove.

No one else will ever take your place. No one else comes close to you, no one makes me feel the way you do. You're so special to me, and you'll always be, eternally. Love you bagedil.

2009-08-04T18:50:00.008+08:00

On Sunday evening, the love and I thought of going to watch sunset at Henderson Wave, but instead of going there, we went to Hort Park/Kent Ridge Park. The place was nice, nice to relax and have a couple talk. Thought of going to Kent Ridge Canopy walk, but half way in, we went back out again, cause it was nearly dark and the place is covered with treeees. Scaryyy. Haha.

ANIS. anisah

2009-08-02T01:19:00.002+08:00

Out with love yesterday evening. Had dinner at Holland V, and dessert at Cold Rock. Spending time together was the best moment we ever had. :)

I need to go for a swim
I need to go to the gym

It's been long since I last did these two activities. Due to my surgery, I can't proceed with these yet. But I'm going to go anyway, any time soon. Only then, my body will feel strong again. Haha.

Ahhhh, that heart-melting werewolf who has a temperature of 108.9°c. Pure hottness. Can't wait for december.

2009-07-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

Flea Market.

Brothers.

Bestfriend's place. Sedap giler oi muffin!

lovelovelove

School has been perfectly fine for me. Meeting apeklove most of the days is more than awesome. I'm still hurting due to the surgery. Apart from that, I'm in good condition.

2009-07-24T21:18:00.004+08:00

You are my destiny.

2009-07-23T19:04:00.002+08:00

Had my appointment at CGH earlier today and the result is out. Thankful

to Allah. So, I had just started school this week after nearly 2 months of not going to school, including holidays & quarantined & MC. And I can't do much sports activities for the meantime, especially rock climbing.

I'll update when I feel like it. Bye.

2009-07-17T00:32:00.002+08:00

Keppel Bay, surprised by babylove. Blindfolded me from Tampines to Keppel Bay, on the bike! Damn scary! Hahaha.

Thanks baby for everything. Love you more and more as the day passes by.

2009-07-11T12:40:00.007+08:00

Thanks baby.

I'm done with the surgery, but the pain is unbearable. Thanks RC guys for coming over to visit, love you people. & thanks to the girlfriends for coming down also, IdahSen, Faddilah, Hisham, Hanis, Zahirah.. thanks guys. Love you lots and lots!

Lastly, thanks babylove for being by my side before and after the surgery. Love you more than anything else.

2009-07-05T22:37:00.003+08:00

Pictures in random order. Much much more in fb. Enjoy.

2009-07-03T09:37:00.003+08:00

I'm back from Pahang people. Omg, how awesome can the trip be! I missed it already. Miss the time and bonding spent with the rock climbing friends.
Pictures will be uploaded, but not now. Still yet to be receive by Syamirah.

toodles.

Oh, and all rock climbers have to be quarantine until next week cuz one of our friends is down with H1N1. Siti, hope you're doing okay. I'll pray for you.

2009-06-27T12:05:00.004+08:00

TRANSFORMERS THE BOMB!
One of the awesome shows I've watched. && Megan Fox, give me your lips please.

26.06.09
Went to CGH to sign the consent form for my surgery with mummy. Then apeklove picked me up and proceed to the cinema, and then to Bugis. Did some shoppings, and meet up with Papa at Arab Street. Eat drink chill. && apeklove calls Papa, 'DADDY'! Hahaha! So cute! Abeh bapak aku boleh layan kan si giler ni. Haha. Papa then checked out his bike and told apeklove to better take care of it.

B, pillion baikkkk. Eh b? Hahaha! *inside joke*

I miss the old times with apeklove. Especially during secondary school where we used to meet up every single day, every morning and after school. I miss how he used to love to tease me, even in front of Ow Kok Meng. I miss how he used to stand in the rain and apologised for whatever his mistakes are.

ANIS. anisah

2009-06-25T10:02:00.002+08:00

Classmates outing. Love them all.

More in FB.

I still haven't pack my stuffs for the Pahang trip. I just don't know where to start. I'll be leaving for Pahang in about few days time, and I only have today to pack my stuffs cuz I'll be very busy from tomorrow onwards. Out with my babyboy, and cousin's wedding on the weekends.

ANIS. anisah

2009-06-22T11:25:00.005+08:00

More in FB.

Tags Replied

ICE: I will surely tell you sayang. Don't worry about me (:
Feez: Aku da lame kwn ngn Jonathan Chan, kau tak tau ke? Sebab tu dorg tag aku. Hahaha. :P
Emman: EMMMAAAANNNN!!! hahaha :D

2009-06-21T01:48:00.006+08:00

Happy 54 months anniversary, ANIS-AH!

20th June - 21st June
I just got home from Sentosa 'Life's A Beach' party. Had fun groovin to the music with apeklove and friends. Dance the night awaaayy. How awesome can Plainsunset be?! Plus the songs that Mark B. sang! Had supper at MTT, and apeklove ride me home.

Bye, I'm goin to tuck in. G'night ya'll.

ANIS. anisah

2009-06-16T21:28:00.004+08:00

sygANIS

oooo, GREEN! I like!

ANIS. anisah

2009-06-13T15:01:00.003+08:00

Pictures of the classmates with Mr Srinathan and Mr Razak.

Sunny muke mintak kene sepak. Haha!

I miss my apeklove.

2009-06-11T22:35:00.002+08:00

I was out yesterday night with apeklove, Sham, Fad, Wan Semod and gf to have our late dinner at Changi. Sadly, no pictures taken. But I had a great time with apeklove. As for today, I had MME test in the morning and it was kinda easy cuz I know most of the answers *wink wink*. Holidays is just around the corner and I can't wait for that. But unfortunately, I have only 1 week to spent with apeklove. He'll be starting school on the 22nd.

Tomorrow, I had to attend a briefing at ITE Bedok regarding my Kuantan trip. Very troublesome. && next week, I have team building at Bukit Timah natural rock wall. Alahaiii, tak kuase nye akuuu nak pegi jauh2.

Facebook games have been very addicting, I swear. Especially UNO, where you can play with your friends. If this blog goes dusty one day, blame Facebook.

ANIS. anisah

2009-06-08T22:14:00.003+08:00

On a Saturday morning last week, spent time with my family. Watched Night at The Museum 2. Interesting, but part 1 is better. && I find the Jonas Brothers cupids damn cute okay! After that mummy and myself went to the hair salon to get our hair highlighted. But sadly, my colour doesn't turned out that great. Stupid.

After the hair thingy, apeklove picked me up to help out at Hanis's sister wedding. Helped out till about 10pm and proceed to my crib. We had shower at my crib and went out again to meet Hisham and Faddilah. Ride up to Kent Ridge park, and the view from the top of the hill was awesome. && windy too.

Slack around till about 1am, then off we go home.

On Sunday, had to attend another wedding at Kallang. Near my Grandparents place. After the wedding, the cousins and I went swimming at Kallang Basin and I swear I won't go there to swim anymore. I think they never change the water for a month. Very dirty.

And so today, school as per normal. Except that I didnt went for Rock Climbing cuz I was having a bad stomachache. And it gotten worse when I got home. Met apeklove for awhile, chill around and he went off.

ANIS. anisah

2009-06-03T23:33:00.003+08:00

Didn't go to school today. Apeklove accompanied me to the hospital for my check up, and the results is kinda dissappointing to me. I have to undergo a surgery. && I'm freaking scared right now.

I just hope everything will turn out fine.
IloveANIS very much.

2009-06-01T11:39:00.009+08:00

CAN'T FREAKING WAIT!

2009-05-31T22:46:00.003+08:00

As planned, I did went to the club for a swim yesterday, with apeklove. Felt great after such a long time since I last swim.

Afif and myself.

As for today, I accompanied apeklove to Pasir Ris and had breakfast at MacDs. Then he send me to meet Mummy & Sisters at TM and he went off. Went to Ikea to buy me a new wardrobe(yes!) and met up with the cousins there. Finally, I have my own wardrobe and it's going to be delivered soon. I am going to have a room makeover pretty soon.

IloveANIS.

2009-05-29T23:03:00.003+08:00

I am so freaking tired today. Had school early in the morning, test again. This time it's kinda easy. After school, planned to sleep but I just can't seem to get my eyes closed. ApekLOVE then picked me up, proceed to Kallang Basin for his Lifeguard Instructor course.

I have quite a number of plans this coming June Holidays.
3rd June: Appointment at CGH.
15-21 June: The only week I get to spent my time with ApekLOVE cuz he starts school on the 22nd. Ape lagi, shopping ah! Eh b? hehe.
24 June: Sentosa with the awesome bunch.
29 June - 2nd July: Kuantan Trip!

Hopefully the Kuantan trip will go as plan. Who knows, because of the H1N1 virus it may be cancelled. & Singapore already had 4 cases of this virus.

Okay, I want to go swimming. It's been long since I last touch the chlorine water. I think I should drop by the club tomorrow for a swim. Okay b? Syg u!

ANIS. anisah

2009-05-28T23:51:00.004+08:00

I've moved back here. I know, gatal kan aku. So korg pandai2 la eh relink aku balik.

Toodles.
ANIS. anisah

2008-11-29T19:44:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, Loveydovey wants me to accompany him to Singapore Flyer as there were some motorshow around that area. So i did accompany him and the weather was burning me, kalau pegi sun tanning confirm hitam belegam punye. Ate at Popeye and continue looking around the event.

Went over to Marina Square, get a free drinks from Starbucks and bought for baby a topman long sleeve shirt that he really2 wants. & then to Breeks and had our dessert. Brighton Rock, sedap gilerr oi. The size is exactly the same as Massive Attack, only the flavours and those 'paddle-pop' colour is different.

& Devdas really made me cry.
& I cut my hair, and really regretted it. I want my old hair back!

Damn, i'm super hungry.
Eat maggi and grow fat!

& i miss all my babiesss.
Especially the..what do you call that eyaan? GRANOLA BARS?
Yeah, i miss my GRANOLA BARS babies. lol
What a name, i think it sound stupid.

& also Muhd Anis, he is being missed by me.
He's busy....err, doing something till i rarely meet him. Yes, not even on weekends.

2008-11-23T19:56:00.010+08:00

I think little Hakeem likes my boyfriend, because whenever lovedovey carried him, he'll stop crying. But when love put him down on the bed, he will start to cry, LOUDLY.

Loveydovey drop by my house for awhile, watched House Bunny. I don't find it interesting, well maybe because the love kept distracting me that's why i didnt concentrate on the show? LOL.

Should i close down my blog? Because blogger is getting so bored.

So many memories
So many stupid fights
So many inside jokes
So many craziest nights
Every crazy things that I do
always seems to happen
when I'm with you
I LOVE YOU, MUHD ANIS!

Current song;
Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it!
- A7X, A little piece of heaven

2008-11-22T00:08:00.008+08:00

StudiOne

Muke mintak kene Hi-5. Haha!

Time check: 12:19am

I had a fucking long day, and im so damn tired. I stayed in school till 8pm. Wah! It's like an achievement la gitu kaaan. knnccb. & it's at freakin BISHAN! I called papa up to ask if he can fetch me home, and im so lucky because it's hard to ask him for a ride home. Papa waited for me outside the school with his big bike. Save my ezlink card money.

And guess what, my TND(lol, go figure what it stands for) members is still in school, at this fucking hour. OMG laaaa, they're just making me even more nervous. Yes, they're going to overnight in school. No sleeping, no nothing, just do the fucking project. And me? I've completed only like 2/5 of the project, & final presentation will be on Monday. Yes, u heard me, MONDAY, FINAL PRESENTATION! Not just any normal presentation, but in front of the WHOLE design department! I have no friggin' confidence in me. No, not even a single bit. Im dead, and i suck balls, dammit. Hopefully i'm able to chiong during this weekends. Please god, give me the strength and the ability to do my work. Please give me more semangat to do my work.

Loveydovey surprised me on Thursday when i was walking to Bishan interchange after school. Was shocked la when he covered my eyes from behind. I have no idea it was my boyfriend. Was wondering, why the person covered my eyes instead of my mouth when he want to kidnapped me? Okay tak, bedek.

Time check again: 1:41am
What the hell? I took 1 hr & 20 mins to type this entry. I told you, i suck balls.

Current song;
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But i'm too young to worry
Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost..
-A7X, Seize the day

2008-11-21T00:03:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 1431 days ANNIVERSARY, ANIS-AH!
Iloveyou to death. You're the box of dark chocolates that i never want to eat, but keep, until it expires. Or maybe even when it expires, i will still keep it. Eww, gross! lol.
In exactly 30 days, will be another special day, well..EXTRA special. Kan baby? Hehs.

I shouldnt be smiling in this picture, the fact that somebody just vandalize the toilet door and it's my boyfriend's name! Okay, maybe im narrow minded(baik uh khan!), that someone else have the same name as my boyfriend? Tapi aku still feel insecure. Damn.
Haha.

& to Hidayah; No worries babe. I don't care la about this kind of thing. (:

I'm still wondering, for the past 14 years, does using a shampoo on your body makes your body hair smoother? Or does it grow longer? Or or or, will it become thicker?

2008-11-18T22:20:00.005+08:00

Little Hakeem was admitted to the hospital. Something is wrong with his internal organ i think. Awww, i feel so sad for him. Hopefully he'll recover soon. I love you, little hakeem.

Loveydovey surprised me with this heart-shaped balloon with 2 bears hugging it, after his CCN(what the hell is CCN?) day. So cute. & i like my deathbat.

LOL. Firedrill... remind me of my secondary school days. But ITE firedrill is such a lame shit laaaa. Merepek giler la kan. The alarm goes off but none in my class know that it was a firedrill alarm until kenne cheong came in and told the class its firedrill alarm.
-____-''

My boyfriend is hott, & you can fuck off. *evil laugh* HAHA! I met loveydovey earlier. Those smiles he gave when he's still in the bus, those smiles even after he alighted from the bus, the actions he did when he tried to explain to me how suffocating it is for a big body guy like him to be squeezed in the fully packed bus, the way he wanted to pinched my nose but accidentally poked my eye, the quick peck on my cheek when mummy's not looking, is definitely..PRICELESS.

What ex-girlfriend? What ex-boyfriend? No, Anis don't have ex-girlfriend, neither do i have an ex-boyfriend. HAHAHAHAHA!

What's your motive? Typing the word ex-girlfriend in CAPS LOCK? To make me mad? To make me feel jealous? Hahaha! What's past is past. & both of us(Anis and myself) never even talk or think about anything related to our past. We talk about our present, our future. Okay, toodles.

2008-11-13T22:40:00.003+08:00

I thought of meeting loveydovey today, but seems like he can't. He have to study for some exams. So, went over to umi's crib to visit the little little little monstaa. & then i got bored, so i started to web-camwhoring.

ahhh, my mr hot-shot. click to enlarge

& so, this little monsta came and jump on my lap and starts to web-camwhoring with me too. And he's enjoying it very much.

I miss the boy. I miss him. I miss ANIS.
& Russell Peters is hilarious-nak-mampos. Go watch him.

Current Song;
'I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.'
-A7X, Warmness on the Soul

2008-11-10T21:13:00.002+08:00

i love my boyfriend, & you jolly well accept the fact that he is mine, bitchi love my bed

Warning: PMS mode

& i'm starting to hate my classmates. SOME of them. How much more irritating can they be? Irritating voices, laughing hysterically like some hyenas on the loose, blasting the volume of musics. Be in my class, & you'll understand. I bet you can't even stay in the class for 1 minute. Those people only think about their fucking self. They don't give a fucking chance to the rest who wants some concentration. Fucking self-centered people. Fuck you.

& be fucking embarrassed because i know your fucking secrets.

2008-11-08T23:10:00.005+08:00

A babysitter for a day. & i love it, because i got this little chinese boy to play with.

little Hakeem

Argh! School is such a nuisance, really. I don't give a damn if Mr Kenne Cheong reads this or not. But, school is really fucked up. The project, the misunderstandings between students and teachers is really stressing me out. & loveydovey is extremely pissed when i told him what one of my teachers had said. And he scolded me for keeping quiet and not standing up to say what's right.

Anis: B, u buat ape?
Anisah: Tgk tv
*calls*
Anis: B, kat opposite rumah u ader org karaoke bawah blk ek?
Anisah: Yes, why? How you know?
Anis: Tkde, tadi petang i jogging abeh pass by blk u. Memekak je.
*i didn't realised something was fishy*
Anisah: Oh....
Anis: Eh b, u tak rase lain macam ke?
Anisah: Tak, asal?
Anis: U cube bukak pintu rumah u.

& there he was smiling away in front of my house. I love the boy.

P.S Whose clone you people want to be?
P.P.S I still think Orlando Bloom and Kate Bosworth looks beautiful together. But, Miranda is okay too.

2008-11-02T00:08:00.002+08:00

I'm extremely bored, & Mario Brother's ain't helping a single bit. I went out with loveydovey earlier today, and did a little bit of shopping. So, right now i'm just waiting for loveydovey to call me but it seems like he's already asleep. Pffft!

Alright, good night people! Since loveydovey is asleep(i think..let just hope that my phone will ring soon), i'm going to tuck in too. Well, not now actually..imma play my Midnight Club first. Midnight Club, here i come!

Saya sayang Anis
Okay bye.

2008-10-30T00:10:00.002+08:00

Congratulations baby, for passing your BM. And now, he's officially a certified lifeguard! I know you're extremely excited. Another dream has been strike off. The first one was his car license. You know baby, you definitely have a bright future ahead of you. I'm so proud of you.

So now, it's up to me to decide my future. What i want to do in the future? What i want to be? What is my achievements? For me to know, for you to find out.
Chao!

I'm still not over A7X yet! Da mabok Synyster Gates..

2008-10-25T15:29:00.012+08:00

Heavy Content

reached. & the queue is fuckin long. luckily khan's friend was there early, so all of us moved to the entrance of the max pavillion. LUCKY.

fly & khan. haha.

new friends are made

joshua. feez khan. anisah. anis

the fucking crowd

the moment has arrived.. A7X!!
Zacky Vengeance

Matt Shadows

Synyster Gates!!

i fucking love this picture of zacky

Johnny Christ

i like this

did you see? did you see MY SYNYSTER GATES? OMG.

M.Shadows & Synyster 'fucking' Gates - well at least that's what Matt calls him

Ended. Tired look.

* I didnt get a picture of The Rev(drummer) because he was behind the drum set and it's hard to see his face.

2008-10-25T00:36:00.010+08:00

AVENGED SEVENFOLD FUCKIN' AWESOME SHIT!
& im extremely energetic in the beginning, jumping and pushing other people. But towards the end, damn i just feel like fainting due to the insufficient of air and nearly suffocated although the hall is air-conditioned. OMFG! SYNYSTER GATES! HE'S SO AWESOME WITH HIS SOLO that i feel like grabbing him, & so hott plus adorable too!
Pictures are all with Azmi, will be taking from him soon. So, fucking wait.

Matt Shadows: I think we sold more tickets than Kanye West, right? What, you mean rock band is more popular and better than hiphop, in Singapore?

Haha. Well, i think thats funny.
& i just found out this morning that my body is full of bruises, due to people pushing and kicking. Dammit!

And to loveydovey, thank you for wanting to accompany me, the best birthday present ever( its over, i know. But wth? ) ILOVEYOU BABY.

2008-10-23T13:58:00.003+08:00

I just came home from school. It's only 2pm. Pretty early huh? Yes, because lesson in the afternoon is canceled. Mummy's on MC due to some rashes. EEEE, scary. & i won't be meeting loveydovey today. *insert sad face*

Tomorrow. A7X. Synyster Gates, extremely excited.

2008-10-21T22:00:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 1400 DAYS ANNIVERSARY, ANIS-AH!
No matter how silly you are and full of lame jokes, you're still the best and the one whom i love most. Iloveyou, bagedil.

Feez Khan: Kau pakai ape ah pegi A7X?
ME: Aku pakai tudong uh jack!

Selenge bacin. Mesti la aku pakai baju, donk. Tak kan nak bogel. Hahaha.

Another Stranger.
Hahaha! Kau kelakar gile la siol. Tak faham2 eh korang? My circle of friends mostly consists of boys. They're OUR (my boyfriend & myself) close friends, since secondary 1 ( but i don't know where that EYANN idiot came from? hahahaha! ). So, MY BOYFRIEND is always with me whenever i'm with them, vice versa. & they fuckin rock la!
Be jealous because i got this awesome bunch of kickass idiots.

2008-10-19T16:55:00.005+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday, Rusydi!

din, eyann, faris, anisah, anis, hisham

the water breaker was wet, so yeah. aku sensitive sikit. LOL

Hadi Boy's birthday party

to those who are wondering, that is hadi's father.

his mom

& i had a wonderful time with loveydovey.

2008-10-16T23:18:00.011+08:00

Some random pictures.

Photography module is definitely awesome, while the another module is not. But, what to do, FINAL YEAR PROJECT bayyyybehhh! 2 years passed by just like that. To be honest, i won't be missing my classmates, EXCEPT for the StudiOne 'terrorists' aka the PSP kakis. TND! Haha.
Okayla, bye.

& ANIS hott siol.
& im all excited for next friday, 24 OCT, A7X or whaaaatt!

& baby, keep your promise okay? To that M__y___h girl, don't even think of msging my boyfriend again. Hahaha! Yes, im evil.

2008-10-16T08:41:00.005+08:00

I was on the verge of giving up already. I was going to walked away, just went home and leave him by the staircase. But his cute and adorable face made me stay.

Muhammad Anis, you know i love you. Please don't play this game on me anymore. It hurts me as much as it hurts you to see me cry. I love you baby.

& the class is freakin cold!

2008-10-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

Somebody asked me what's the best wish i ever want in my life with Anis.
"to lay down on a big field, and watch the moon and the stars together. I don't care if it's a football field or the field in front of my blk"

I don't care if Anis is not the type of guy who open the car door for me. I don't care if he doesn't pull out the chair for me to sit. I don't care if he doesn't talk to me on the phone till the wee hours. I don't expect him to be a gentleman, anyway, there's no such thing as a perfect boyfriend. No one is perfect. As long as he treats me well, know his limits and said 'iloveyou' and really mean it, that is already awesome.

Oh, & i think the moon is extra beautiful today. So big and bright.
& ANIS is hott.

2008-10-12T22:13:00.004+08:00

Of course I'm kidding, people. That was just my imagination, i decided to pen-ed it down. Don't worry. We're doing fine, as happy as can be.

Earlier today...

Hakeem boy

Elehh, mentel nye hadi

pity this little monstaa, asthma

hadi's the cutest

yayat & irfan

ILoveYou, Muhd Anis.

2008-10-11T19:54:00.007+08:00

I am my boyfriend's twin sister. Yes, we were separated at birth. It's fate that brought us to the same school, and be friends and finally, we're ONE. We thought, it was so sweet that our names match each other, Anis & Anisah. Years flew by, & we're still together, happily leading our life with each other by our side. We've planned alot; marriage, kids, house etc. But little did we know, we are twins. We have the same blood. No wonder people kept telling us, we have the same features, our face looks the same. Even our names are the same, only that mine is a girl version. The person i kissed, the person i hugged, the person whom i yearn for, the person whom i set as my first priorities, the person whom i love so dearly, the person whom i want to marry and have kids with, the person.. is my brother?? Fate, has really gone too far this time.

What do you think?

2008-10-10T19:25:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, was out the whole day with loveydovey, hisham & faddilah. Oh, plus our H.Matrix. Okay not ours, we rented the car. Jalan raya, no walking under the sun/rain, PUAS HATI AH! Haha.
Enjoy the pictures.

2008-10-08T11:53:00.006+08:00

Hari Raya outing with the kecoh-nak-mampos gang.

my favourite boy

Athirah's crib

Feez Khan's crib

Rusydi's crib

Nur Atiqah's crib

Desi's crib

Hisham's crib

That's about it. Oh, & to those people who kept asking me about lovey dovey TP test, YES, HE ALREADY PASSED HIS CAR LICENSE ABOUT 3 WEEKS AGO! SO STOP BOTHERING ME AND DON'T ASK ME AGAIN. Sorry baby, sick and tired of lying to them. Haha! Ah, anis ni kononnye nak step low profile la gituuu. haha.
Rich tai-tai eh, idah? Haha!

2008-10-02T13:34:00.007+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
Enjoy the pictures.

my grandparents.

Ahmad Ilhan Rizqullah bin Ahmad Farid

Papa's side.

Papa

Afif

Didi & Mimi

Abg Matin & Abg Khairil

IRFAN! those cheekss..

Cousinsss

Kak Noreen & Yaya

the girlss + nabil & hakeem

September babies

the green eyed monster

Hadi boyyy

hadi boyy & umi

haha. yayat & hadi got scolded

kesiaannyerr

Abg Matin

Shasha sayang mimi

2008-09-29T11:37:00.003+08:00

I'm angry. I'm angry.
So much of calling themselves CLASSMATES! Okay, so last week i started my holidays. And no one even bother to tell me still need to come to sch for one of the days, briefing on the next module. And today, need to come to sch to pass some project information thingy. AND NO ONE BOTHER TO TELL ME. It's irritating when u come to get to know at the very last minute when they are already in school. Then, what do you expect? For me to know at the very last minute, you expect me to travel all the way from tampines to BISHAN?! I don't mind if its simei or bedok, but c'mon la, bishan sak!

Whatever, whatever!

Pictures from breaking fast with the primary school friends will be up, as soon as faeezah send me those pictures. (:

2008-09-25T21:00:00.003+08:00

I miss Yayat & Hadi

Okay, i decided to not show my previous post anymore. Thank you bestfriend. I love you. I didn't realised all this shits were meant to be personal. But yeah, thank you love!

& DEE, please call/msg me A.S.A.P once you read this notice. It's urgent, regarding tomorrow. I did msg-ed you but you didnt reply. So yeah, love you.

2008-09-24T11:02:00.002+08:00

Holidays are killing me man. First, i want to go out. Second, i want to go out but sadly, i'm BROKE! I don't know how am i supposed to go out with the primary school friends when i got no money? MUMMYY!! Yeah, like as if she will give me some. Haha. Where my money all gone to? A7X. Worth it? HELL YEAH!
Okay, toodles!

I'm totally bored that i close my previous msn account and create a new one. Gatal kan aku? Tau.

2008-09-21T04:27:00.016+08:00

Happy 1370 days Anniversary, ANIS-AH!

ANIS: You're my wife, & i'm your husband

How much more cuter can this boy be?
Despite the fact that he gets on my nerves most of the time, i still do love him, very much. He's just that cute little idiot who loves playing around and be cheeky. I will never be ready to lose him yet. I can't afford to lose this boy, because he's so precious. He's my lover, my life companion & my twin brother. Mine, all mine..

Dee, please be strong. I love you, gf.

EDIT;

Earlier, I went out to meet lovey dovey & feez khan before break fast. And guess what we bought?

A7X tickets la siooooool! We bought 4 tickets, another one for my sister. Kepo uh! LOL. Excited giler babi sampai Mauritius! Okay tau, takde link langsung. But whatever, my heart is jumping like ke-rayyy-zeeee!

2008-09-20T01:56:00.003+08:00

Heavy Content.

First up, break fast at kampong chai chee. The food was okay, not up to my expectations. The service is damn slow.

gembira nye hisham ngn eyann -__-'

Next, to Bugis for sheesha-ing at Al Majlis.

Reached, camwhore again.

Ah, this little idiot da high already & still wants another puff. Haha! Don't think i don't know eh, b.

Chilled there till about 11:15, and all of us decided to make a move.

Lovey Dovey and me met up with papa for awhile somewhere around there where he usually lepak with his friends. Amazingly, papa didnt nag like he usually does about me going home late. And he complained that i was the only girl?? Hell no.

2008-09-18T22:38:00.002+08:00

I fucking wanna go their concert! Anybody wanna accompany me? I'm super duper extremely excited giler babi bodo. Baby! Come, we go together! HAFEEZ KHAN! Ape tunggu? Come let's go!

2008-09-16T23:38:00.009+08:00

From terawih to chillin' under my void deck with lovey dovey, hisham & faris.

I'm in love with T.I songs(plus the guy himself..haha!). Most of his songs are really meaningful. Go listen.

Nevermind what haters say, ignore them ’til they fade away.
Amazing they ungrateful after all the game I gave away...

...I never been a hater still I love them in a crazy way.
- T.I feat Rihanna - Live your life

life can change ya directions.
even when you aint planned it.
all you can do is handle it.
the worst thing you could do is panic.
use it to your advantage.
avoid insanity manage to conquer
every obstacle.
make impossible possible..

..even when winnings illogical
losing's still far from optional.
- T.I - No Matter What

2008-09-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

Happy ~~LEGAL~~ 18, Shasha!

azyan mcm achi. LOL.

like mummy like daughter.

Muhd Anis, just remember that you're the only one i love. You will always be my baby, forever and ever. I love you, you love me, end of story.

If you wake up in a different place, in a different time, could you wake up as a different person?

2008-09-15T00:02:00.002+08:00

Break fast at geylang with dearest bestfriends + lovey dovey.

I love her to bits

Oh wells, happy birthday to you, anisah.
-____-''

One question, what's the big deal of being 18? I don't smoke, I don't drink. The only thing is that, i get to take my bike license. Yay!
Okay bye.

I love Muhd Anis.

2008-09-13T21:39:00.002+08:00

Happy belated birthday, big guy.

The process of psycho-ing the big guy to the toilet, for some smoke-break. But it isn't a smoke break, they wanted to sabo him. And he actually suspected it, so...

..he brought along an umbrella and took the bin just in case the other friends did something stupid.

the results of playing with the hose

the fucking tall + handsome + irritating ah beng a.k.a Grayson

Yeah, so that was it. Didnt meet lovey dovey today, he's having a family gathering. Rot at home the whole day. Oh, and the hindi movie shown earlier today is dead funny. Well, at least to me. Especially the 'Sanjay Dutt' part, towards the end. Okay, nevermind to those who never watched hindi shows. And the Pyare Mohan that was being showed last week (i think.. or maybe last 2 weeks?) was hilarious and cute. Grrr, Fardeen Khan! *melts* Okay people, i'm being so random talking about hindi movie.

& Muhd Anis bin Mohd Yasin is not a chinese.
Okay bye.
Love you, muscle man.

I'm not going deaf, i'm ignoring you.

2008-09-11T21:36:00.008+08:00

I'm taking a break from doing my absolutely difficult project, by right i shouldn't. This project is definitely pissin' me off, plus the demands from the teacher. God, i can go crazy. This is what you get when you don't have any exams, PROJECTS PROJECTS & MORE PROJECTS. I prefer having exams then having your brain almost explode.

I just came back from meeting lovey dovey. He came by to meet me after his terawih. We talked, joked around..and then came Mr Hazmi. Haha. He's hilarious i tell you. & he still remember my name. Maybe i was his favourite student back then?? Okay tak, aku perasaan. Dude, do i look like i'm a nursing student? And no, wearing songkok is not my ambition. WTH?? The fact that this teacher just lived exactly behind my blk, is not safe. Haha!

Okay, am going back to my $%#@&! project.

Oh btw,
sticking feathers up your butt, does not make you a chicken!

2008-09-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

Meeting lovey dovey after 132432940! days is definitely sweet. Went over to Breeks at marina to break fast. Spend about 90 minutes there, chit chatting, laughing and so much more. He's definitely a sweetheart.

ANIS: bb, this masive attack sebesar kepale u.
ANISAH: -____-'''

Yes, that explains why he took my picture with my head next to that massive attack.

I had tremendous time with you, honey.
Love you.

2008-09-05T05:48:00.015+08:00

no, not a construction worker.

My boyfriend may not be as good looking as yours, but he's definitely good at heart. No, i'm not saying this to praise him, but it's fact. Anis is the kind of person who treats you well, eventhough you're just his friend. He never gets angry easily and will always smile throughout the day. But don't ever take advantage of him. I dare you, and you will have the greatest regret of your life. Hahaha! Yes, i'm that evil.

He never fails to make me smile even when i'm in the most bad-ass mood. Spending 3years & coming to 9 months, makes me feel contented. And those years spending with him, is definitely a blast. He never been embarrassed to hug or kiss me in the presence of his friends, or maybe my friends too. He puts up with my all sorts of mood, yes that includes my childish and manja2 mood. Haha. & he has aloooot of patience, i tell you. But just don't make him lose it, he'll blow up. Been there, done that.
Ahh, that's MY BOYFRIEND, bestfriend, big brother, counsellor, teacher, advisor, soon-to-be chauffeur (lol, kidding!)
(I'll add more about him when those words pass through my mind, haha!)

Oh, plus he's hott, as in body sense... yummy!
He'll be smiling shyly when he reads this entry, and will go 'hott ek? biase la..'
Idiot.
:P

I love you no matter what la, bagedil!
Never try to break us apart neither interfere in our relationship, because if you do, i'll be breaking your body, soul, mind, whatever that's in you, apart. I'll be your worst nightmare. HAHAHAHA! *evil laughs*
Okay, i'm serious.

P.S. I'm not that old Anisah you once knew back in secondary school who used to keep quiet and keep all the things to herself, & a n.e.r.d. Don't believe? Ask my lovey dovey boyfriend.
Haha.

10 more days!
-____-''

2008-09-01T18:00:00.003+08:00

Just before the ramadhan period start, shits happened. Very shitty y'know. But i'm okay now. Baby, don't ever do that to me again. You know i love you so much. & i know you love me too. Hehs. So yeah, happy fasting people. & don't forget your prayers. Your fast won't be counted if you never pray. Toodles!

Oh, someone's birthday is in exactly 2 weeks from now. *winks*

2008-08-31T00:34:00.003+08:00

I promised myself not to step into a fucking mosh pit again! It's for a bunch of losers who don't know how to dance. They were just pushing people off.

Overall, baybeats was okay. Chilling session at Starbucks with lovey dovey, & home sweet home.

2008-08-25T20:02:00.004+08:00

I miss this boy fucking much. Due to his examination week, i can't meet him.
Oh, below are the pictures from the trip to s'pore flyer. Enjoy.

2008-08-23T19:22:00.009+08:00

Fucked up.
A family who only thinks they are right, never look upon their own mistakes and always picking on my mistakes.
A friend, who don't appreciates people. Please, don't give me anymore hopes. Stop entering my life and just get out.
'I would always want to care about you'
'I can't bear to not talk to you in the future'
Please, take back your words and give it to someone else, because it ain't working on me and i won't take your words seriously, ever again. What people say about you, i tried to close one eye(maybe both eyes..) and even backing you up(do you know?) and carry on with the friendship. But now, i see it. Those people are right. You made me do this even if i don't want to. And i pity those people whom you play around with, especially their feelings. Please, don't start a friendship with someone if you can't be sincere to one. So much of calling yourself a friend, and telling me how sincere you are.

& to dear boyfriend, you're missed, badly.
I need you here to calm me down, to hug me so tightly and make me feel warm.
I love you, baby.

P.S Pictures from the trip to Singapore Flyer will be up soon.